I'm here and you're not- a poem

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 I'm here and you're not


I feel a lot of feelings mum

And I don’t know how to not

They treat me in a hundred ways mum

Am I special or am I not

 

I want to conquer the whole world mum

But I’m compelled to be who I am not

I’m experiencing the brunt of loneliness mum

Because I’m here and you’re not

 

I’m precocious but I’m a baby mum

Somedays gritty other days not

I’m unconditionally loved as your daughter mum

But here I must prove what I cannot

 

I sometimes blurt glib comments mum

And freeze mute when I should not

I sometimes cry when I miss you mum

Because I’m here and you’re not

-Maithili

 


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