Let me pretend- a poem

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 Let me pretend


Let me pretend that distance untangles my mess

Let me believe that I'm not responsible

For my brother's sense of helplessness

I am in pain, but let me not confess

 

Let me act like my mind is present here

Let me believe that my thoughts don't wander

To my wobbly roots and its ensuing fear

I am screaming, but let them not hear

 

Let me pretend my family isn't falling apart

Let me believe that my parents aren't a toxic couple

When they routinely break each other's heart

Tears can narrate a story, but don't let them start

-Maithili

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