Magical Mess

my lover brought me to this island for only me, he played his violin when he serenaded, the stars twinkled when he played in the dark, the sun would rise   he left me bereft one night said he’d be back by the time it’s daylight stranded, I waited hours, months, and years I fear the island will drown in my tears I have begged and cursed my luck ever since my lover left the sun hasn’t gone up   I wonder about so many things was this his plan since the beginning? did he mean it when he was singing? was it love or were they lies? If he comes back, will I be able to recognize? will the sun ever rise again? I hope so, because I’d give anything to look in those hazel eyes again -maithili

  my friends don’t understand what has gone so terribly wrong why I cry for a guy that I haven’t even known that long I mourn not the weeks we spent my tears are for the years we won’t the songs we’d dance to the lyrics I was going to dedicate to you my heart aches for the faith I had in us I scream,   for our hopes and dreams the snowboarding lessons I was about to get you hadn’t even officially asked me out yet I’m broken because I wanted you to be my man I tried articulating my heart but you didn’t understand -maithili

 we’ve kissed 22 times every time you say this one’s the last Tik tock tik tock we’re going too fast   I held your hand 4 seconds ago It’s already been three hours Tik Tock Tik Tock you bought me purple flowers   you listen to me you plan down to the last detail Tick tock tick tock let this time be my fairytale   you cuddle me in your sheets I’m already falling asleep Tick Tock Tick Tock we’re in too deep   *Missed call* I text you "Please call me back when you’re free" Tick tock tick tock you have no time for me -maithili